These days I’m feeling very lonely. The reasons behind this are many. Actually I’m a shy kind of person due to which I usually don’t approach to people in order to talk to them. But that doesn’t mean I don’t want to talk to people. I would love to talk to people but the problem is people take me in a wrong way. They think I’m very much egoistical and that’s why I don’t talk to them. I really don’t know what to say and how to say aimlessly. Many times it happens that I have to go class alone. It really disturbs my state of mind.People in our batch got selected in various committees, forums, etc. But I’m nowhere. This is another reason which haunts me. People have formed groups. They enjoy in those groups. Again I’m alone in my hostel room. I want to play TT, badminton, want to roam in aamchi Mumbai and what not. But people are busy with their groups. This shows how dumb I am who couldn’t even get in a single committee or forum. Actually the committee which I wanted didn’t selected me and I didn’t applied in which I would have got through. In the end, again I’m a loser. I really don’t know what goes wrong with me in this journey of life where even if I perform well still I don’t win. It seems I should start loving failures and hating success.
