Since past 3 months I’m out of habit of writing blog. This may be because of too busy academic activities in NITIE. There are lot many thoughts and emotions running in my mind and heart and I can’t hide them any longer. I’m not getting any PPO from Glenmark because I’m not at all interested as they are paying less. So my only hope now lies with NITIE’s final placement and I’m very much sure that I’ll grab a very good job.
Actually, I’m interested in PSU job. I’ve seen the life in a private job in 2 months at Glenmark and it was really pathetic. At least in a PSU job you can pursue your interests, hobbies and also give time to your family. Emotional energy is on a great height now a days. Just after my exams, I headed towards my home. On the way, I met a girl from Varanasi who’s pursuing her MBBS from Meerut. It was nice meeting her. Sometimes we find such a nice people in a journey that we are ready to befriend with them. Same happened with me. But train friendships don’t lasts longer.
Secondly, I’m afraid falling in love again. This I realized recently. I can be very good friend to someone but can’t trust anyone. Though I need someone to care of me, to laugh with me, to play with me and what not. But the fact is I can’t trust anyone because as SRK says in KKHH that “pyar 1 hi baar hota hai. Baar baar nhin hota”. Also other reason is that now I don’t think that my family is going to support me in case of any love marriage. My mom has made her mind for my arrange marriage and also made an image of ideal bahu.
So after spending 1 week at home, I went back to Mumbai. But as soon as I reached Mumbai, I suffered from chicken pox and was quarantined in my room for a week. Then Mom came and took care of me along with Abhineet, Amitabh, Gaurav, Aashu and Anuraag—my friends. Mom was worried about my weakness and so took me back to home and now I’m resting at home. Probably next week I’ll make my move for Mumbai and hopefully will start the placement preparation full-fledged. Also will try to get out of my sulky emotions as a hope always lies in my heart for “ SOME1 SOMEWHERE IS MADE FOR YOU”…
