So, Diwali is over now and so is the peak season in FMCD industry. But still I don't think that my Boss will be allowing me to take a sigh of relief. He has his own plans for me. Sometimes I feel like a prostitute who's not allowed to say no. For every F***, she has to say yes happily or unhappily. I went to my home for Diwali and I really enjoyed my stay since it was away from routine. But I had to come back on saturday morning as my boss wanted me to be in office. But, there was no work on saturday :( Today also, I was given an offer to come to office and finish my project presentation. But I preferred to stay home and finish it at here itself.
Well, cutting this crap, my state of mind is taking new twists and turns. Initially I was in a revengeful mood with all those who betrayed me. I wanted to talk to them and fight with them. But suddenly I'm changed. Now its no more about revenge. Its only about moving on. Recently I had a small text conversation with P who explained me that we can't be good friends and that's why she didn't want to stay in touch. On the other hand, G is busy and want to talk. But what I've started thinking is just their well being. I wanted them to be happy for rest of their lives. I even wanted to text this to P -"Khush raho Hamesha. Take very good care of urself". But then thought that people think in various ways. I don't have to remind some one that I have good thoughts for them or I care for them. I think there's no need to explain. Let there be some grey area to be predicted by others.
Well, cutting this crap, my state of mind is taking new twists and turns. Initially I was in a revengeful mood with all those who betrayed me. I wanted to talk to them and fight with them. But suddenly I'm changed. Now its no more about revenge. Its only about moving on. Recently I had a small text conversation with P who explained me that we can't be good friends and that's why she didn't want to stay in touch. On the other hand, G is busy and want to talk. But what I've started thinking is just their well being. I wanted them to be happy for rest of their lives. I even wanted to text this to P -"Khush raho Hamesha. Take very good care of urself". But then thought that people think in various ways. I don't have to remind some one that I have good thoughts for them or I care for them. I think there's no need to explain. Let there be some grey area to be predicted by others.
