With new hopes and new problems, I’m writing this post. I’ve started feeling that my life and state of mind is going exactly same as of P’s who always cribs about personal entangled with professional life and later taking toll of you. Since last 2 weeks my Saturdays are working and will go on till diwali. WTF! If company wants to earn extra profit, then what is our benefit from that-same salary which we could have got after working 5 days. Then why to put extra efforts!! Damn! Even Samsung or LG don’t do this to their employees. I know we are growing, but there has to be some line of separation between your personal and professional life. My boss is good but I don’t like his concept of just making me to sit in the office till late because I’m bachelor and don’t live with my family, so ghar jakar kya karte ho?? I don’t understand to sit in the office because your boss is sitting.
My flatmate and friend says that I’m fed up very early from this corporate culture. And yes, He’s right because I can’t take this anymore just for money. So, now I’ve started searching for something else which I would reveal later. Mental peace I always possess. But I want to live for myself and my family. I’m the only son and I’ve to support my family and my sisters which I can’t do in this busy schedule. Since, Wednesday I’m working more than 12 hrs or just staying in the office for more than 12 hrs. Though I follow SRK madly who used to and still works for more than 12 hrs, but he started this because he had too much responsibilities. His parents died, he had to support his sister and also look after his career. It was tough for him and had no other options. But I do have options to make my life better. Even I want to work real hard but at the same time don’t want to neglect my personal life. I want stability in life.
Since the day I’ve seen ZNMD, I’ve only this notion of “to live it up” and I would definitely do that. It may happen that, I would buy home few years later in comparison with current situation, I would earn less, I would just buy polo instead of my dream car Honda Accord. But I would be happy to be with my family whenever they need me unlike current situation. I would prefer to have less money and more happiness instead of vice versa. I want to make it large. This whole josh has come from ZNMD and my pathetic professional life going. Also, I follow lyrics of this song:
hey hey chalo nadhoondhe sheher naya
jahaan muskurahaten hain bikhri
jahaan se ghum ka mausam gaya
jahaan meethi baatein
har ik ajnabi se ho
bhoole hum bhi jo saari fikren
lamha lamha khushiyan bikhren
idhar udhar aur yahan wahan
jaayen wahin dil kahe jahaan
baby baby baby
kab tak gine hum dhadkane
dil jaise dhadke dhadakne do
kyun hai koi aag dabi
shola jo bhadke bhadakne do
hey hey chalo na
gaaye naye naye geet
khel aisa kyun na koi khele
jisme sabhi ki ho jeet
in dino phool aur taare
koi bhi dekhta nahi
dekhe unko deewane hoke
koi kitna bhi humko toke
khuli hawa ho khula samaa
jaage hue ho sab armaan
baby baby baby
kab tak gine hum dhadkane
dil jaise dhadke dhadakne do
kyun hai koi aag dabi
shola jo bhadke bhadakne do
humse dil ne kahi jo baatein aao maan le
jispe chalta nahi hai koi raah wo chale
thodi aawargi ho
thodi thodi madhoshiyaan ho baby
hum ho tum ho baby tell me
kab tak gine hum dhadkane
dil jaise dhadke dhadakne do
kyun hai koi aag dabi
shola jo bhadke bhadakne do
kab tak gine hum dhadkane
dil jaise dhadke dhadakne do
kyun hai koi aag dabi
shola jo bhadke bhadakne do
kab tak gine hum dhadkane
dil jaise dhadke dhadakne do
kyun hai koi aag dabi
shola jo bhadke bhadakne do
Well, rest of my life is going ok-ok types. Now I have only Sundays to spend in peace. I’m always engrossed in my past memories especially of my school. Even I was telling this to someone that I want to go back to my school and just sit near basketball court with same batch of students and same teachers, no matter how old everyone may be. But I know it’s not possible as it goes:
Nagme hai, shikwe hai
Kisse hai, baatein hai
Baatein bhool jati, yaadein yaad aati hai!!
Yeh yaadein kisi dilo janam ke chale jane ke baad aati hai..
Yaadein..haiii yaadein…
more on my life, later.
