So nothing new. I'm just excited for my birth day. My friends say that you ain't a child. But still you seem to be so excited for your bday and I say yes, child in me still survives :) . Another reason for this excitement is that this time it would be 11.11.11 which is unique in itself. Well, previously too I always used to be happy as it's 11.11. Yes, I'm a proud to be a scorpion and I'm pretty happy the way life turned out so far. Though I'm not the best but yes slightly above my childhood peers.
Apart from this the same routine is going on. I don't know but now I get very nervous when I think about marriage and even worse with kids as a by product of it. The situation is that I don't even want to talk about marriage and I get insane when I see couples holding hands. How can you tolerate a person through out your life in such a busy routine when your boss will also be yelling at you. In Mumbai, We all went for a small party and then my friend S said that now things will be changed. Even if you don't want to, still you have to like things and even do them. I believe he was very much right. The thing that worsens these thoughts is that I'm a complex creature. I think I may have to put alot many extra efforts to make it successful. Well let's see.
Ok so again the word on my mind is SRK. I recently watched Ra.1. Though the movie was just average but what enhances my obsession is his personal and professional journey so far. The way he has achieved things is remarkable and none from the middle class can even think in such a magnanimous way. I know luck has played a major role in his success but still today he's a real King of Bollywood with ordinary background and extraordinary journey. Recently I came across this SRK's pic in his very young age with his wife and then girl friend- Gauri. I sometimes fall short of words to praise this wonderful guy with totally filmy kind of love life and that's why he's my idol. I want to carve my life like that. Though not in films like him because I can't. But yes in a very magnanimous way in whatever I do.
Well apart from this rest is going just fine. P will be shifting to Gurgaon. So we can meet but I still doubt that he will throw his excuses. Koi na mile ya na mile, presence is enough. So to end this I want to quote the same lines quoted by SRK in his every interview:
har kisi ko mukkamal jaha nhi milta
kisi ko zameen kisi ko aasman nhi milta
And tomorow is my bday....yippeeeeeeeeeeeee :) :) :)
Apart from this the same routine is going on. I don't know but now I get very nervous when I think about marriage and even worse with kids as a by product of it. The situation is that I don't even want to talk about marriage and I get insane when I see couples holding hands. How can you tolerate a person through out your life in such a busy routine when your boss will also be yelling at you. In Mumbai, We all went for a small party and then my friend S said that now things will be changed. Even if you don't want to, still you have to like things and even do them. I believe he was very much right. The thing that worsens these thoughts is that I'm a complex creature. I think I may have to put alot many extra efforts to make it successful. Well let's see.
Ok so again the word on my mind is SRK. I recently watched Ra.1. Though the movie was just average but what enhances my obsession is his personal and professional journey so far. The way he has achieved things is remarkable and none from the middle class can even think in such a magnanimous way. I know luck has played a major role in his success but still today he's a real King of Bollywood with ordinary background and extraordinary journey. Recently I came across this SRK's pic in his very young age with his wife and then girl friend- Gauri. I sometimes fall short of words to praise this wonderful guy with totally filmy kind of love life and that's why he's my idol. I want to carve my life like that. Though not in films like him because I can't. But yes in a very magnanimous way in whatever I do.
Well apart from this rest is going just fine. P will be shifting to Gurgaon. So we can meet but I still doubt that he will throw his excuses. Koi na mile ya na mile, presence is enough. So to end this I want to quote the same lines quoted by SRK in his every interview:
har kisi ko mukkamal jaha nhi milta
kisi ko zameen kisi ko aasman nhi milta
And tomorow is my bday....yippeeeeeeeeeeeee :) :) :)
