Some confusion is going on around me. This is part of life but I’m frustrated because people are doubting my actions and words as well. Since, I’m part of Cultural forum SPICMACAY in NITIE, so I initiated the planning process for the upcoming event in November. I did this because nobody else was coming forward to initiate. I’m not strict but I always want to have a discipline in team. So, one of my mail regarding meeting created misunderstanding among people and the worst part was that nobody came to ask or clear it but took a strong stance against me. So, currently 3 people are against me. But I’ve decided to stick with the truth whatever may be the consequences. I will face it. Even if, I’m ignored in the event I will accept it. Well, this will go on. Why should I waste my time and energy thinking all this crap because I’ve read many times that people who follow right path or do right thing have to face much criticism. I will fight it with much inner strength.
Next thing is that I’m very excited about Diwali. This is one festival in whole year that I love the most. Though I’ve spent 3 weeks at home due to my chicken pox but still I’m on to go home this Diwali. I love this festival because some of the very nice incidents happened to me during or near Diwali. For example, I used to call her many times when I was at home for Diwali, I met P while going to home on Diwali last year, talked a lot with P last Diwali, meeting some of my best school buddies, late night chats with my bestest buddy Jatin, helping mom in decorating home, meeting random school girls on roads because they are also on holiday, travelling for home with all these feelings, jagmag lights at home and much more. There are also things that I hate about Diwali like too much traffic, no space to walk because of roadside vendors, too much rush on shops. But nothing is perfect and I still enjoy Diwali. 