Monday, March 28, 2011

Ideas for Life... :)

Ok so hold on! Finally writing this post explaining some great changes in past 3-4 months. I can’t write as P does because I feel writing blog is bit boring when no one reads it :P unlike P’s blog which is read by many. Poor me who was inspired by P to write and damn no one reads it L. Bu I couldn’t sustain to write this blog because of my slow typing pace. Hats off to P who writes even in hectic schedule of his job.  
 Anyways, Life is bit stable now days because I got a job in Panasonic through campus recruitment drive at NITIE. Though it’s not a job I desired considering its salary package. I desired to get somewhere around 12-13. But this is also decent enough. Panasonic sends their MBA recruits to Japan during 6 months training period. But looking at the scenario in Japan right now, I don’t see any hope for next atleast 1 year. This may sound selfish but it’s one of the dimensions of human behaviour. Whatever is going on in Japan is really sad and I pray for those unfortunate people. But at the same time, that event shouldn’t have affected me. Anyways, as Bill gates says “LIFE ISN’T FAIR, GET USED TO IT”. I am getting used to it L
One good thing about my job is that I would be joining in HO at Gurgaon which is close to my place. So I can easily go home on weekends and in case of any emergency. Also, most of my friends are in Delhi so I can meet them easily. I was happy because Panasonic only selected me from NITIE but now it seems they should have selected more so that I would join with some known guys instead of totally unknown people. I find it bit difficult in dealing with new people. But will be successful in it for sure.
We have winter internship process in NITIE unlike any other institutes except SPJIMR.  This internship is supposed to be done in the company in which student gets placed. Since, Panasonic didn’t offer me this internship, So I’m free these 4 months and decided to enjoy by visiting friends and relatives. Currently I’m heading to Hyderabad to meet my eldest sister and few friends. It would be fun there.
Another dimension of human behaviour I noticed in me. My ex-classmate in premier B-school of India, got a fat package of 15-16 LPA. I’m totally jealous and hate him. I want to kick his ass out. Actually, not just me, everybody in our class disliked him during BE days. I was completely indifferent to him in those 4 years until the day in 8th semester when he gave some disliking remarks to me, as he thought he got permission to evaluate every one if he got admission in top B-school. In order to curb this jealousy, I would try to outshine him in career success or atleast come equal to him.
This is my first job and I’m very happy for this. I still can’t forget the first day at St. Mary’s where I took admission in 2nd standard. My mom came with me to school. I was nervous because I changed school and didn’t know anybody there. I also remember my first day to college in DCE where I was ragged. Again the first day at NITIE which was chill. I feel joyous when I see all the efforts and hardwork in Saharanpur which helped me to go Delhi and in turn the hard work in Delhi which led my path to Mumbai. And now from Mumbai to Gurgoan. Life has taken so many twists and turns so far. I made so many friends in this journey among which some are still there and some not.
I’m really fed up of this flirting habit I’ve got. I want to get rid of it. I can’t actually resist flirting whenever I see a cool chick. Sometimes I feel myself as Barney of HIMYM. Though a degree less than him as he’s completely behind nailing every chick he encounters. I’m worried that I may meet my Ms. Right and may not identify her in this whole game. But still fingers crossed. Vaise, I got a proposal from a girl in Lucknow J she was my school mate and currently pursuing MBBS. But since I don’t feel for her I said no and refrain myself from playing with her feelings. We are still friends. Another twist happened early this month where my ex asked me to reunite with her. But I don’t want to go back as I don’t love her anymore. People are weird and so their ways.
Recently I watched a movie called 17 again and I’m in love with it. One of the romantic movies I like most. Can’t remember anything more to write.