Sunday, September 25, 2011

Bodyguard+Delhi Belly



So after getting F***ed at office on saturday, I finally went to watch Salman's BODYGUARD. Now, actually I want to watch all his movies which I missed i.e WANTED and READY. Also, I've started liking cheapest of all Khans. I know the kind of movies he does is targeted for a particular group. But still, whatever he does, he fits perfectly into it. That's the charm. So, I watched Bodyguard. It's above average movie with some really stupid instances and few emotions. Like the Kareena still loves his bodyguard even after years. Idiotic was Salman's son asks Kareena "meri Maa ban jao". WTF!! is it really possible to forget your real mom even if she is a culprit. Well, though it was a action flick, still it has some real emotions.

Another movie which I watched is DELHI BELLY, finally. I heard alot about this movie and it turned out to be damn funny, hilarious and yes full of stupidity too. I won't write about any of the scenes because they can't be explained. They can only be watched :P . Surely a good masala movie from Aamir's camp. I loved it.

Apart from movies and all, my life is really going tough as I've to work alot these days due to month end and also Diwali coming up. I went to office on Saturday as well as on Sunday. I had to miss my SAIL MT exam just because of this office thing and when I went there, there was hardly any work and moreover none of our seniors were there. I'm really frustrated from this. I think office blues have started on my blog just like P's blog. I used to lecture him on his posts, but now I need a lecture- to stay motivated and move on :( . I badly need ONGC job. God!help me.... :(
Also, today's P's Birthday. 2 yrs before, I always used to be with her on this day. Happy bday P. Enjoy your life. :) 

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

azeeb sa MOOD

Today, mood is really weird. Don't want to do anything, neither ET, TOI nor Big bang theory. I think I'm also getting the habit of blogging frequently like P because now I'm too upset to discuss my stuff with others. Best I can do is to write like this. Actually job pressure is increasing now a days. Its not like I can't handle it. I can handle it well but the point is that boss has started getting angry on me which I'm not liking. Yesterday, he shouted at me just because unintentionally I gave cost to airlift some ACs and he didn't want to arilift as it increases the cost of Logistics. It was really minor error or I will not even say it my error. But still he shouted at me. While returning from office I was angry on my boss and company.But suddenly a voice came from inside me which recalled an old saying, "There will be days when you will be giving your best in your job but still your boss will shout at you.Still don't lose hope, continue your fight and move on".
Now a days, its happening on daily basis that somebody else does the mistake and I've to hear it from my boss. With all this going on, I can easily see my Diwali days full of chaos. Well, let's see what's there more for me in coming days...Fingers crossed... :(
There's one song which I song when I'm down:
ek pyar ka nagma hai, maujo ki rawaani hai
zindagi aur kuch bhi nhi..teri meri kahani hai hai...




Sunday, September 18, 2011

My dreams



Yes! Finally one of my wish came true as now I’m also a forun return. I went to Japan last to last week as a part of our training. We went to Osaka and Tokyo. As a part of training, we visited Plasma factory, Global HQ etc. One interesting thing to see was recycling plant for FMCD. It’s good to see a co. taking some social initiative, though I know there is always a scope for profit. Well, we travelled from Osaka to Tokyo by Bullet train or Shinkansen, in Japanese. It was a nice experience.  And then in Tokyo, did some wild things too which I should not discuss here J
Overall the trip was nice. The best part of the trip was humbleness and courtesy of Japanese people. They are shy and real humble people. They would never say yes straight way but also would never say no blatantly. But I don’t like those Japanese sitting in India office. Real bunch of idiots, truly. One day, the Japanese who sits next to me says I’m always late and he would report this to my HR manager. Bloody idiot, Ja kar de as if I’m afraid. If I sit in office till 8, then I don’t think it’s a crime to come 10 min late that too due to some unavoidable traffic jam.  Well, leave it since my boss has no problem with me of that sort.
Also, lots of mixed thoughts going with me these days, as always. Today, I appeared for ONGC GT exam. While returning from Lajpat nagar, I encountered a happy and sweet family in metro comprising of parents, Grandma and two children- a boy and a girl, twins I think. I was observing them since they boarded the train. The dad was too caring and children were too naughty. They wanted to hang on the handles in the metro and sweet dad helped them in doing this. The boy was just running here and there across metro poles and girl, as other girls, was less naughty. I observed dad doing high five with his children when they could hang properly. Also, he was consistently listening to his wife and mom. It was nice to see this where a man who is caring towards his children as well as his mom and wife. How nice some people are in their lives and fulfil all responsibilities with great heart and efforts. I also want to become like him.  I know I’ve been a best son, best brother and a best friend. But now I also want to become a best husband and a best father. Best father for only children above 3-4 yrs of age, since infants take away parents’ sleep :P . I want twins to play and care forever. Well, it’s just a random thought and I don’t want to marry so soon.
I just read P’s blog who stated about SRK and I’m again going mad about him. Actually what I want is to carve my life just like that of SRK’s though I don’t want to lose my parents and also don’t want my sisters go disturbed. But yes, I want to achieve rest everything like him. I know we are just a part of Indian middle class who will get a fat belly after 30s and then wife, children and what not. And like others,  I would also get rest directly in my 60s now L. But still, want to be as successful and nice as SRK.
Sometimes, I think I and P think so deeply about life. But the difference is that if that deepness takes a toll of me, I just shrug all those thoughts. But I think P doesn’t.  He’s going to settle abroad and one more friend will be departed after Adi. I still know how much sad I was when I was in NITIE and Adi was heading towards Delhi Airport to depart for US. But never mind, Life is like that. Only my God will stay with me till my last breath and rest is all transient.
Also, few events happened in last few days that really disturbed me and my mood was off due to that.  Actually, I was too keen to take revenge, as always, from someone. On this, my school friend and flat mate D advised me “don’t live like petrol which will always catch fire and will burn everything including itself. But live like water which is needed by everyone and nobody can survive without it”. So I took his advice very seriously. Deep words they were. In short, I’m just waiting for my Miss right now.
Lot more to write but post is getting lengthier. So next time.